Super Junior Chapter 2: The Bias

You know how everyone says you need to pick a bias when you start getting into a K-pop group? Well… that didn’t come easy for me. When it comes to Super Junior, most people who knew my fangirl journey would probably assume that Siwon is my bias.

Sure, he was one of the reasons I got curious about Super Junior in the first place. And yes, my heart did flutter just a little when I first saw him on Running Man. But nope, he’s not my bias.

Let’s rewind a bit to my variety show journey with Super Junior. If you've read my previous post about how I discovered Super Junior, you’ll know it all started with my ultimate weekly mood booster: Running Man. I first saw Heechul in episode 20, then Siwon in episode 22.  And outside of Running Man, Siwon was also on Infinite Challenge for a few episodes during their Sixth Man - Secret Member, audition for new member arc. But surprisingly, none of that made Siwon my bias.

My Running Man encounters with Super Junior didn’t end there, Siwon actually appeared a few more times after that, including that unforgettable episode with Jackie Chan! Then came Eunhyuk, Shindong, Heechul (again!), Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, Ryeowook… even Henry popped in.

It was actually Running Man episode 275, the Rival special, that made me choose them. Yes, them. I actually have two biases in Super Junior. Okay, the Rival episode. Super Junior Leeteuk and Heechul were invited as guests that week, introduced as a pair of so-called rivals. But yeah, they made it clear they didn’t agree with that label. They said they were just total opposites, that they didn’t suit each other at all. 

And throughout the episode, I just couldn’t resist the charm of Kim Heechul — unpredictable, hilarious, completely chaotic. But at the same time, Leeteuk kept stealing my attention in the most unexpected ways. And just like that, I fell for their variety show charm. Hard.

I was actually rooting for Leeteuk in this episode. 

Because, you know, I'm team Kim Jongkook XD

When the day finally came that I realized I had fallen for Super Junior as a whole, I could confidently say: Leeteuk and Heechul were my biases. But before I let myself get too deep, you know what I was going to do, right? Hint: the Nick Carter Method. Yup, I checked their age! It was important. Always pick the one closest to your age. LOL. And guess what? They were born the same year as me. And just that, they were officially my biases.

Now, don’t get me wrong. Siwon still holds a special place in my heart. He was the gateway, after all. The first spark. But for me, Siwon feels more like that annoying little brother who keeps insisting, "Noona, meet my friends. They’re cool, I swear." 😆

And guess what? He was right. His chaotic, charming, unpredictable hyungs ended up becoming the ones I couldn’t stop thinking about. So in the end, I got myself two biases: one troublemaker and one leader. Plus a persistent little brother who just won’t stop tagging along. 😌

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I love you. Eotteon mallo da pyohyeon motae. I love you. Ijen naegen neoman isseumyeon dwae. Say I do, saranghae, only you. | I love you. I can’t express it all with words. I love you. Now I only need you Say I do, I love you, only you. [Sarang❤ (sung by Leeteuk & Heechul) - Super Junior]

Super Junior, Always There

Nowadays, whenever my feelings are all over the place, I open Spotify, play a Super Junior song, and just like that, my heart calms down. Yes, you read that right. Not BTS. Not even my first love, the Backstreet Boys. But somehow, it’s Super Junior who’s become my unexpected comfort zone. Even I’m surprised. 😅 

Super Junior was nothing new to me. Throwback to 2012, I saw Heechul and Siwon on Running Man. Their personalities caught my attention, and I got curious. That curiosity led me to discover Super Junior. But honestly, their music didn’t quite match my taste back then. Still, Heechul and Siwon on variety shows? I was hooked!

Running Man episode 20. (Heechul was on 11:54)

Running Man episode 22. 

Years later, in 2015, I saw Siwon again in Infinite Challenge, and I instantly fell for his variety show's charm. He was hilarious and genuine. Although the cast eventually chose Kwanghee for the show, Siwon left a strong impression on me.

Infinite Challenge episode 422. 

Then came another big chapter in my life. In late 2017, things started to feel overwhelming. Running Man could no longer fulfill my weekly dose of happiness. Even binge-watching Song Joong Ki dramas couldn’t excite me anymore. I began searching for other shows, and that’s when Super Junior came back into my life. I happened to stumble upon an episode of Weekly Idol and Super Junior were the guests. Siwon wasn’t there, but I recognized some of the other guys. And as I watched that one episode, I fell for their chaos. They were like… how do I even explain it? Like one of those wild, unruly high school classes. Even Great Teacher Onizuka would give up on.

Weekly Idol episode 328. 

And so, they began to fill my days through SJ Returns, Super TV, or even just popping up as guests on random South Korean variety shows I happened to watch. It wasn’t exactly my daily dose of happiness, but it was enough to lift my mood when I needed it. But still, since I didn’t really like their music back in 2012, I had no interest in giving it another try. Sorry. Really.

Then came late 2018, when I started getting into BTS. And the first thing I noticed? They were waaay younger than me. Yeah, I thought, there’s no way I’m going to stan a group that’s not even close to my age. That’s when I started thinking about Super Junior again. So, I gave their music another shot—and that’s when I stumbled upon No Other. I fell in love with it from the very first note. That song instantly became one of the few K-pop tracks on my iPod. 

No Other was on my iPod playlist in 2018.

From there, I started listening to more of their songs. And to my surprise, they had a lot of music I actually liked. One that really stood out was Superman. I remember listening to it for the first time and instantly thinking that this song would be incredible to see performed live. Just imagining the energy on stage gave me chills. That moment made me even more curious about how powerful their performances must be. I even planned to attend their concert in my country back in 2019... but sadly, I couldn’t get a ticket. Well, at least not the cheapest one. Still, I was all in and ready to give them my heart. I even had a bias already. (Well, take a wild guess. LOL.)

But then something happened. YouTube started recommending me BTS variety shows. And that was it. I couldn’t stop watching. Within just a few weeks, I had become a full-on, die-hard fan. But even during my baby ARMY phase, I still watched Super Junior’s variety shows. I still searched for them whenever they appeared on any program. I even watched their online concert during the pandemic. Their album Timeless, which came out during that time, became one of my favorites. They were still in my life… just quietly, in the background.

And then in 2024, maybe their time finally came. They came to my country again in 2024. This time, I had to see them live. And guess what? I got the ticket. And that… changed everything. Literally everything.

Took a pic with "Siwon".

You know, imagine having a friend for years… and then one day, you suddenly realize you’ve been in love with them all along? That’s exactly what happened when I saw them on stage. That night, I finally realized what had been missing all this time.

And what happened after the concert was beyond my imagination. I couldn’t stop listening to their songs. Every time my bias went live on Instagram or YouTube, I had to watch. At first, I thought it was just post-concert depression. But it wasn’t. Because it keeps happening. Even now.

So yeah, Super Junior wasn’t something entirely new to me. They were always around, orbiting the edge of my life. But when life got tough, they came back. And this time, they stayed. They didn’t just entertain me. They comforted me. They became my safe space, my escape, my emotional support group wrapped in variety show madness.

So not just BTS. Not just the Backstreet Boys. But also Super Junior, the loud, hilarious, chaotic group I never expected to love this much. Somehow, all three became home to me in their own way. Different eras, different moods… but always there when I needed them most. 

And maybe that’s the truth of it all: it wasn’t me chasing them. It was them. They were the ones quietly and consistently pulling me in.

Anyway, let’s save the talk about my bias for the next post. This one’s already way longer than I intended. Guess I got a bit carried away. Too much drama, I know. Just like Super Junior themselves. LOL.

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Neo gateun saram ddo eobseo. Juwireul dulreobwado geujeo geureohdeon geol. Eodiseo chatni neogatchi joheun saram. Neogatchi joheun saram. Neogatchi joheun maeum. Neogatchi joheun seonmul. | There is no one else like you. Even if I look around, it's just like that. Where do I find a good person like you? A good person like you. A good heart like you. A good gift like you. [No Other - Super Junior]